I’m trying to figure some things out. Like, you know, life...
First of all, I’m determined to have more free time. Determined. And yet, if I have too much time on my hands I get bored. Last night I went home early, blissfully read an entire book and then went to bed. And now I feel guilty for being so unproductive.
So today I’m asking myself one question:
How do you prioritize and still not worry about the small things?
Here are the things I want to focus on, in no particular order. The point is, as a matter of fact, to actually get these things in some kind of order:
- Work
Ugh. No comment.
- Soccer
I’m giving up two of my three indoor teams. Decision made. I’m doing it. I’m not playing well and I just need a break. And yes, it will be that hard to walk away, even for a season or two.
- Running
My goal is to run another half marathon this summer and even, ideally, a full marathon. To be honest, a dream of mine is to take a trip to Montana and run in the gorgeous scenery. How cool would that be?
Montana marathons
Colorado marathons
Marathon training (gulp!)
- Reading and Studying
I work in publishing, yes, but I could always improve my grammar and copyediting skills. I’d also like to seriously study for the GRE (even though I can’t afford grad school and the thought of taking on loans scares me to death).
- Yoga, Skiing, Hiking... Anything Outdoors
I can’t sit cross-legged and I’m better at water skiing than I am at snow skiing, but still. I live in the mecca of outdoor sports and I love them!
- Cooking
I’m slowly getting better at cooking as I try new recipes, but it takes time, commitment, and money.
As you can see, I love hobbies. I support hobbies. They keep you sane and stable.
So how do I find the balance again? Where do I prioritize?
Where do I even begin?
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Update on “The Goal”:
I’m off target this week and it’s only Tuesday. I’m having trouble concentrating (obviously) so we'll see how things develop.
